life is so sad
First 3 weeks of school - 5Cs and only 1A to my name. WTH. What is the use of working so hard?! Can somebody please give me the answer? I put in effort and you said that I am not putting enough effort. I never put in effort, you said that I am distracted. -.- I really cannot afford another C you know?! Listening to farouq always lifts up my spirits making me feel that maybe, just maybe I can do it.. but then the reality hurts.. It hurts so bad.. Tell me what you guys want from me. Just tell me and I'll do it! I don't care about anything anymore. I don't care if people feel that I am a jerk. I don't care about how people thinks of me. I'm just going to swallow up every single drop of nervousness and everything that is pulling my grades down. grace felt a little blue at 8:37 PM,
-*Friday, October 29, 2010*-
holidays
hi. I am bored. The end.
hahaha kidding kidding.. =p.. but seriously I am bored! and and my ds lite just spoilt for no reason.. =.= ahhhhh sad.
Now and then I wonder if anyone cares for me in this world.. apparently yes there are people who cares for me but I wonder if there is anybody in this world who knows me better than anyone else.. perhaps if we never cease to communicate, Sinead might be my one true best friend who can read through my every actions. haha.. it is sad but I think that Sinead might not even remember this old friend of hers anymore :( but well, that is life..
ummmm i dunno what else to write although I have not updated this blog like for forever.. oh yeah! I just watched finish helen the baby fox.. such a sad show.. however it didn't cause me to tear up.. I wonder if I am getting less emotional nowadays... =/
hhahahhaha my brother just sleep talk saying, " Hey you go and burn everything".. wonder what he is dreaming right now.. =o hahaha..
I remember that when I first started my blog there was an anonymous person who told me things about my blog that I never realised to help me make this blog less suckish.. although I never knew who that person is.. I would still like to thank the person.. THANK YOU MR ANONYMOUS ALTHOUGH THIS THANKS WAS DUE FOR SUCH A LONG TIME AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF YOU KNOW THIS NEW BLOG ADD OF MY..
ehh I think that I should be more tech savvy.. I feel like I am lacking and since I have nothing better to do maybe I should start picking up books on internet stuff.. :o
alright.. signing off!~ grace felt a little blue at 12:28 AM,
-*Wednesday, September 15, 2010*-
study? or not? Xp
hihi.. I'm at the school library with Chloe now.. Xd.. we planned to study but then err lets just say that the process is not as fast as we desired. hahaha, we ended up doing lots of other things, super random things like searching for doreamon's theme song and singing to it.. Xd haha..
As usual, we sat at our usual place, which is only made possible by moving the table ;D hahahaha the troubles we take to get what we want..
As I am typing this, Chloe is singing many many different songs and then also say what "Go, Go, Go, Go" XD hahahaha...
ut3 is starting soon, it is on the 6th, 7th, 8th and 9th of sep and then it is a short break before semester 2 starts!~ :D
hahaha.. well, this is a short update, but it is better than nothing Xd.. back to wasting *ahem* using my time wisely to "study" Xd.. ciao~ grace felt a little blue at 1:40 PM,
-*Tuesday, August 24, 2010*-
I need a listening ear
Lately, all my life has been about going to school just to see you. Geez teaming up in class with you is always more fun than teaming up with anybody else. Although I always love to ask you questions which you do not have answers to. haha... I never do that to anybody else though... I wonder if you have ever noticed that. You know, I really wonder ow you think about me, what type of person am I in your eyes... I guess that I have been in denial stage till a few weeks ago, whereby I have already started to accept the fact slowly... sigh, however because of that, I really do not know what to do at all, just like a lost sheep. It is like I want you to know about it however I don't want to be the one who tells you about it. I know that dignity, pride all means nothing right now... but then it isn't dignity nor pride it is a feeling of insecure. I rather let things stay as it is right now, just friends who have common interests and able to say just about anything in our life. I guess, the reason why I am posting this, although I know that you have a chance of seeing this, is because I am really troubled by this. It is practically haunting me day and night. I wanna talk to someone about this but then, I'm scared and I also don't wanna be a burden to anyone regardless of whoever you are. Well, tomorrow is another day and I know that you will definitely be coming to class, instead of denying anything I guess I am just going to let nature take its course... after all just like a wise person who told me this, you need two hands to clap, it is no use loving someone when they do not love you back since in the end the one who will be hurt is ultimately yourself. grace felt a little blue at 7:51 PM,
-*Thursday, June 24, 2010*-
Class is so boring to me today or perhaps I just have no mood to seriously pay attention in class. I just hope to return home and play my ds with my brother right now. =x Today is microbiology lesson aka one of my more favourite modules, I'm somehow looking forward to biochemistry lesson... hmm... when did Alvin teo become such a fascinating facci to me. Haha... sian. grace felt a little blue at 10:17 AM,
-*Wednesday, June 23, 2010*-
Day before school starts!~
hahaha, I am suppose to have classes today, but then today is my off day so I do not have to go school. Instead, I am in the library with vanessa now. hahaha :D later I got to go to sgh and then going to find zahara and aaron to study.
Seriously, when vanessa and I reached the library even before it is open, there were already SOOO many people there. like totally singaporean's style. =X Now I know why the other time when kingston, vanessa and I went to Toa Payoh library, it was like totally packed.
Although we got a seat, but then there is no place to charge our lappy, we should have went to another library...
It is raining now, so nice... I wish that I am outside and not inside, so that I can go and play in the rain!~ heees.. XD grace felt a little blue at 11:08 AM,
-*Monday, June 14, 2010*-
New blog picture
My new blog picture nice? haha my stuffed toys are so cute! :D So boreddd.. yesterday I actually wanted to go eunos for a few hours before going to somewhere else but then I ended up at bugis with chloe and after that the others also came to find us. Haha 7 month songs really is the joke of the day... I seriously laughed till my jaw also hurts.. thinking about it right now also makes me giggle a little.
Next friday is going to be seriously sians and for the next week after that day too. x.x I wish that it will only hurt for 5 days, inclusive of friday so that I can spend my day happily. :( I'm not afraid of it being painful, I'm just afraid that the pain will be too much for me to handle till I cannot talk at all then it will seriously be the worse.
5 days till 4th June :|
- When the wish is there, the eyes can say as much as the mouth - grace felt a little blue at 4:06 PM,
-*Sunday, May 30, 2010*-
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