hi.. me again.. ehhs okay.. yesterday, when i am coming to school, i was alighting from the bus right.. den, when i was like getting down the bus.. the bus suddenly started to drive, causing me to almost fall down... =.= dotz.. pathetic bus .. no wonder i dislike taking bus.. okay, i give you another reason why i hate taking buses.. i cannot rmb wen its either one or two weeks ago, i was on the bus right... den i was like thinking what if the bus spoilt all of a sudden.. den when the bus was driving, suddenly in the middle of the road, it stopped, cuz it was i think either evening or night, the lights in the bus also off, the sound of the bus engine running also stopped den its like everybody in the bus was like puzzled... den after a few minutes, the bus driver walked to the middle of the bus and say the bus spoilt...... pathetic ... i wonder if i am just plain unlucky with buses........
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Anyway, I posted today cuz i thought of something.. althought i know that my bdae is still.. um.. 40 days away? I was thinking of organizing a small bday celebration and inviting my classmates in E35L to the little party... I thought of organizing a party cuz last year, i had a bdae party which sort of turned into a disaster... lol.. but in the end, i still like the fact that my frens are willing to take some time out to spend with me... =) althought i dun know if my classmates will want to attend this little party, i am really really really hoping they would.... you know, although us classmates only know each other for 7/8 days minus the weekends, i felt that we all really bonded really quickly.. i felt as if they were my long time friends... perhaps the bond that we all share as classmates may not be as deep as the bond that me and my good friends shared, but still, i can confidently say, in this case type, that we are closer as classmates compared to my other classmates when i was in the first year in secondary school..
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Today, hui min finally came to school... i dun wanna sound too stern or anything like that but i felt that her reason, cannot wake up in time for school, is just a lousy excuse for not coming to school... if she had made a effort to sleep early the previous day and setting an alarm den she will not be late for school.. today my first impression of her is really quite bad.........
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enough of that, so please people from my class leave a message or smething like that to tell me if having a little party will be nice..... my bday is on 9 June for those who dun know so yeah... do inform me kays =) grace felt a little blue at 5:55 PM,
-*Wednesday, April 29, 2009*-
Hi, yes its me again with my seventh consecutive post.. ehhs i dun know if it is a concidence or not, but when my laptop got infected with a hijacking software, my msn acc also got hacked into.. lol.. seriously, i cannot think of any reason why somebody will wanna hack into another person's msn acc.. i dun really see any benefits that they will gain... lol, like my brother says, some people are just so unpredictable..
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Today, begins a new week for lessons.. at first, i was kinda looking forward to it, cause i get the chance to get out of my house... but it is really a..um.. bad day..? Cause today, when we are preparing for the presentation slides, what ever ideas i give, Terence all say that it is irrelevant.. at that time, i was still feeling like.. it is okay, perhaps my ideas are really irrelevant.. but then afterward, i wanted to show him a website about the environment thing, it was like wait, and then forgot all about it... it was like so frustrating.. isn't it supposed to be TEAMWORK..? Why is he doing most of the things and preventing me from contributing?.. Honestly i dun know why.. this is not the first time already, last week during the mathematics lesson, I also wanted to show him something but he say wait and forgot all about me again... I really hate it.. you know how i felt just now?.. i felt really unwanted, really stupid.. I mean, i dun mind if you ask me to wait cuz you are doing something impt, but please, dun forget that i am still waiting to show you something or tell you something.. i mean, the point of teamwork is everybody working together.. right? but then why...
and just now, after the presentation, i really lost hope on him le.. I dun know how him does it, perhaps he does not realise that by not listening to what i have to say, i will feel hurt.. but as i said, after the presentation, he was like another person, he becomes a better person in some sort of ways.. but if only.. this good second personality of his can change, then people will have a better impression of him... sigh.. i am ranting and ranting and ranting although i said i will not..
oh yeah, my parents returned from korea yesterday night.. hahaz.. they bought lots of bear key chains for me.. =) I will take picture of them later.. yea below are the pic's i promised in earlier posts =)
10th March - My second brother's James =) 20th Bday cake
8th April - Visit to Kranji Secondary Library
15th april? - 1st day orientation of RP
Finally..
26th April - Teddy Bears !! =D
grace felt a little blue at 7:03 PM,-*Monday, April 27, 2009*-
.. I just realized that counting in this post i have been posting for six consecutive days... lol am i that bored... ._. .. anyway... i have uninstalled the msn from my com and laptop but althought i have uninstalled them i still feel as if the hijacking software will still be there although the spyware, adware and virus scans says that my com and laptop are fine... perhaps its the msn acc that got problem now.. maybe i should sign up for a new account... tmr.. wait i forgot that its 2am now.. lol so i should say, tonight at 11pm++ my parents will be coming back from korea... hmm.. i dun know why but although the house is alot more peaceful without my parents shouting day and night, i still think that it will be better if they return home...
anyway, it sure is late right now.. just now, i went to attend my tcher's funeral.. it is not a really pleasant thing to talk about so i'll just leave it at that.. so yah.. let me see... I know how about i talk about school life..
hmmm.. primary school life is a nightmare.. secondary school life is quite great but although the rp life is sort of better, in the way that the people are much nicer than secondary school students, but still i feel more attached to my bitter-sweet secondary school life... but still.. when my frens told me about their poly life, i felt kinda glad i entered rp.. i dun know how to express myself but i just felt glad that i did not go to another poly..
.. i dun know why but my memory is like getting worsening by each day... sometimes i cannot even rmb what i had for lunch that day... and today, i felt that at the back of my head there is a slight bump.. lol.. i dun even know why there is a bump there perhaps i knocked my head without me even realizing it...? Lol.. =/ ..
so since there is a chance that after registering for a new msn acc, i will not rmb it.. so i gotta think of one that is easy to rmb... lol .. =| grace felt a little blue at 1:58 AM,
-*Sunday, April 26, 2009*-
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Bad things DO comes in threes..
yesterday night, i found out that my laptop got Hijacking software.. '_' .. so i try to remove it right then dey say that it cannot be removed and say after restarting my laptop, they will do the scan again but i restarted it and it still cannot be removed and finally after my brother helped me the hijacking software is finally gone.. seriously i thought that that will be the end of this problem but today when i was using the computer (NOT laptop!) my fren say my com got spyware cuz from msn dey send rubbish websites... so i scanned my computer right and dey say that the computer has NO spyware, for saftey i also scanned my laptop again right then they said the same thing, that there is NO spyware den WHY?!... seriously... so now i think is the msn got problem.. i dun know what to do.... so now i am just like checking the net on any similar cases like my and waiting for my brother to return home to help me...
and just now.. my memory card for no reason spoiled............. =.=" .. so they say need to format the card so that it can be used right, and so i did, i formatted the card but after the formatting is done, i try it again right, but then they say the same thing, that i have to format the memory card... dotz.. sERIOUSLY, What is your problem?!.. Why must this keep happening to me?!.. this is not the first time already for the memory card incident.. if you read my previous posts.. my memory card also spoilt before but that time is like.. how to say this... they come straight to the point, they don't even give me the option to format.. wait.. they DID give me the option to format.. yes i rmbered now.. but they even if i click on 'yes' to format the card, they say got error........ =.= ... so now, I cannot use my msn for fear of the spyware spreading to other people and i cannot play my ds cuz i need the memory card for it.... it is like so stupid larhz... now i really feel really frustrated.... its like the world hates me like that... first they take away a really really good tcher and now this... although this is nothing major considering the tcher incident but still.... hmph!!...
PS: don't Dont't DONT click on any, and i mean, ANY links that my msn send cuz i will not be held liable for any damage done.. I really really cannot take any more pressure already i feel like so angry now...... grace felt a little blue at 1:54 PM,
-*Saturday, April 25, 2009*-
yesterday, something bad happened... my teacher has permanently retired.. get what i mean?.. if you dun, it means that he has kicked the bucket, died okay.. I had no idea what happened to him till my fren smsed me late last night at about 12.. she said that my tcher had died bcuz of a heart attack... Yesterday night.. when he was returning home, as he was driving my fren home, my fren is his daughter.. suddenly on the road there were a few young children crossing the road, according to my fren, he braked the car as quickly as he could, fortunately, no one was hurt in the car accident, but then he suddenly had a heart attack.. yesterday night when i went to the hospital, to find my fren, she was really upset.. of course i can understand why.. he was her father after all... that night i accompanied her till late at night.. when i got home it was like already 3 - 4++.. i could not sleep at all.. i mean really its like terrible.. i.. haiz.. that explains why today during lesson, I was like quite upset.. i did not know what to say.. haiz... but here, i wish that Mr Nigow, former form tcher of class 6A, to have a better live next time... i really do not know what to do.. but I knew that if i am looking upset the whole day, people will worry about me and i dun want them to get worried about me.. haiz... grace felt a little blue at 6:34 PM,
-*Friday, April 24, 2009*-
Today i am having mathematics lesson... so sianz... today no need to do presentation.. so its quite sianz?.. Today, i felt kinda left out.. so the emo side of me resurfaced again......... haiz...... i did not wanna come for lesson today... but i felt kinda bad if i dun go so i still went... is that a right decision..? Haiz... i dun really feel, what people will call, happy right now... haiz... but i once said that i will not post out my troubles anymore right.. so i gotta make good my words right... so yeah this is the end of this post......
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I just realised that not alot of ppl know about Yew Tee! o.o .. cuz wen ppl ask me where i live, i tell them at yew tee, they are like puzzled... lol so I just have to tell them is cck... anyway my address is written as choa chu kang crescent, so its still counted as cck right...... grace felt a little blue at 11:35 AM,
-*Thursday, April 23, 2009*-
Hi, its me again... hahaz today all of us took a personality test and this post is only for the results alright =)
Portrait of an INFJ - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
(Introverted Intuition with Extraverted Feeling)
The Protector
As an INFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in primarily via intuition. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system.
INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types.
INFJs place great importance on havings things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives. On the other hand, INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. They are usually right, and they usually know it. Consequently, INFJs put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions. This is something of a conflict between the inner and outer worlds, and may result in the INFJ not being as organized as other Judging types tend to be. Or we may see some signs of disarray in an otherwise orderly tendency, such as a consistently messy desk.
INFJs have uncanny insight into people and situations. They get "feelings" about things and intuitively understand them. As an extreme example, some INFJs report experiences of a psychic nature, such as getting strong feelings about there being a problem with a loved one, and discovering later that they were in a car accident. This is the sort of thing that other types may scorn and scoff at, and the INFJ themself does not really understand their intuition at a level which can be verbalized. Consequently, most INFJs are protective of their inner selves, sharing only what they choose to share when they choose to share it. They are deep, complex individuals, who are quite private and typically difficult to understand. INFJs hold back part of themselves, and can be secretive.
But the INFJ is as genuinely warm as they are complex. INFJs hold a special place in the heart of people who they are close to, who are able to see their special gifts and depth of caring. INFJs are concerned for people's feelings, and try to be gentle to avoid hurting anyone. They are very sensitive to conflict, and cannot tolerate it very well. Situations which are charged with conflict may drive the normally peaceful INFJ into a state of agitation or charged anger. They may tend to internalize conflict into their bodies, and experience health problems when under a lot of stress.
Because the INFJ has such strong intuitive capabilities, they trust their own instincts above all else. This may result in an INFJ stubborness and tendency to ignore other people's opinions. They believe that they're right. On the other hand, INFJ is a perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential. INFJs are rarely at complete peace with themselves - there's always something else they should be doing to improve themselves and the world around them. They believe in constant growth, and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. They have strong value systems, and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. In deference to the Feeling aspect of their personalities, INFJs are in some ways gentle and easy going. Conversely, they have very high expectations of themselves, and frequently of their families. They don't believe in compromising their ideals.
INFJ is a natural nurturer; patient, devoted and protective. They make loving parents and usually have strong bonds with their offspring. They have high expectations of their children, and push them to be the best that they can be. This can sometimes manifest itself in the INFJ being hard-nosed and stubborn. But generally, children of an INFJ get devoted and sincere parental guidance, combined with deep caring.
In the workplace, the INFJ usually shows up in areas where they can be creative and somewhat independent. They have a natural affinity for art, and many excel in the sciences, where they make use of their intuition. INFJs can also be found in service-oriented professions. They are not good at dealing with minutia or very detailed tasks. The INFJ will either avoid such things, or else go to the other extreme and become enveloped in the details to the extent that they can no longer see the big picture. An INFJ who has gone the route of becoming meticulous about details may be highly critical of other individuals who are not.
The INFJ individual is gifted in ways that other types are not. Life is not necessarily easy for the INFJ, but they are capable of great depth of feeling and personal achievement.
Jungian functional preference ordering:
Dominant: Introverted Intuition
Auxilliary: Extraverted Feeling
Tertiary: Introverted Thinking
Inferior: Extraverted Sensing
Lol... i dun know if this is really what my personality is like, so I retook the test like.. ermm, 5 mins ago?.. and guess what..! I got INFJ - The Protector again.. so this is really me right... but is it up to other people to determine if i am this kind of person cuz people usually do not see they good points but only their flaws.. guess what I USED to have a really messy table due to all the books and notes but now, its just one laptop so its not what i will call a messy table... hmm... but it is true i tend to be secretive and only let out things that i want people to know so that they can understand me better...
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Recently i dun know whats wrong with me.. Take yesterday for an example... yesterday i used the washing machine to wash the clothings right, and then i totally like forgot about it.......... It is only till this morning then i saw then the washing machine is on...*gasp*.. and yesterday i promised my brother that i would vacuum the floor but in the end, due to my brother's reminder, i only vacuumed the floor at like, 10pm?... the point is, i told him that i will vacuum the floor at like, 7pm?... lol =-="..
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Oh yes!.. i forgot to mention about my new blog skin.. nice? i made it myself =].. but although it looks simple, it is like really difficult.. i spent like 3-4 wks to make the skin... but finally my hard work has paid off.. yay =D.. hahaz...
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Alright, i think that i had said enough.. right?.. so.. sayonara.. =) grace felt a little blue at 5:03 PM,
-*Wednesday, April 22, 2009*-
Hi hi... i very very long never post le hahaz... about one month le... anyway i will upload some pictures but not today... someday... lol cuz my mum took my phone to Korea, for some reason and she will only be back on this sun.. anyway i cannot exactly remember when was it but i went to school with Aishah to collect my O'level cert... lol i remembered that they say aug den can collect it but when i collected my, cuz need to sign i saw dat ALOT of people has collected theirs le... lol.. anyway yeah finally school is opened right... sianz i prefer secondary school for some reasons... i dun know why but yeah.. i just like my secondary school life better... perhaps it is because the people there are more simplistic..? i dun know... lol but one good thing, to me, about poly life is that the people there are more friendly.. believe me they ARE really friendly... i remember secondary 1, one the first day of school, other than Mel i really like have no friends cuz when i was in sec 1 i had only moved to yew tee recently... Pasir Ris is still better though.. anyway thats not the point... what i am trying to say is like nobody made fun of me, ignored me, made me feel very terrible due to how i look... i know that when people first saw me they will make fun of me... its is a bad bad bad! experience... really it is... on the very first day of class, the lesson is on communication thingy.. yet and i totally messed up during the presentation... i felt terrible.. not to myself but to my teammates.. REALLY REALLY SORRY!!... =/ .. today, the second day of lesson is fairly better cuz todays lesson is on BIO... yeah bio =) hahaz due to Mdm Normala's constant teaching and nagging, i was really happy that i was at least of use to my team members cuz i still can give them some information on blood...
Every since i was a kid i got stage fright... really... at first, i was not so, how do i say it, err, unconfident.. of course there is a reason why now i get stage fright easily, feel very unconfident... blah blah blah... When i was in, i think Pri 3 or 4, i can't remember exactly what happened but i think i was doing a presentation to my class and then when i was explaining, all of a sudden, everybody laughed at me.. even the teacher and my bestest friend.. i felt miserable... till now, i dun know what was so funny about me at that point of time... but still i swallowed my pride and continued explaining, then all of a sudden my teacher shouted my name and slapped me not only that she still scolded me in front of the whole class, back then i really really dun understand why she scolded me and slapped me for no apparent reason... till now i still dun know why... i guess it will remain as a mystery for as long as i live.. well till now, whenever i am giving a presentation, i will recall of my past, i told myself many many times to just forget this memory, but naturally, the more i try to forget it the harder it is to be forgotten.
yesterday, my team has 3 girls and 2 guys, i can't really recall some of their names due to my limited memory space, but they are really nice people really really nice... well although i cannot remember my group member names for yesterday, today's team members names are still in my memory bank, they are, Xue Ling aka Shirley, Nurulain (i think) aka Ain, Previndran and Samuel aka Sam. They are really extremely nice people, hahaz.. Xue Ling and Nurulain give me the impression that they are really, warm type of people, when i say that i mean they give me a comforting feeling, Previndran and Samuel are really nice and friendly and the both of them are quite funny people, so i really feel at ease having them as my group members.. guess what, Samuel is 22 going onto 23 years old..! hahaz, truth be told he still looks like a teen, i really really didn't think that he is 5 years older than me. Lol, although he so so much older than the others he is not like my cousins who like to boast and pretend as if they know everything cuz they are older than me.. seriously the older my cousins get, the more immature they are... lol.. another day i will post the pictures that i mentioned earlier.. yeah so bye =) grace felt a little blue at 5:41 PM,
-*Tuesday, April 21, 2009*-
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