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I need a listening ear
Lately, all my life has been about going to school just to see you. Geez teaming up in class with you is always more fun than teaming up with anybody else. Although I always love to ask you questions which you do not have answers to. haha... I never do that to anybody else though... I wonder if you have ever noticed that. You know, I really wonder ow you think about me, what type of person am I in your eyes... I guess that I have been in denial stage till a few weeks ago, whereby I have already started to accept the fact slowly... sigh, however because of that, I really do not know what to do at all, just like a lost sheep. It is like I want you to know about it however I don't want to be the one who tells you about it. I know that dignity, pride all means nothing right now... but then it isn't dignity nor pride it is a feeling of insecure. I rather let things stay as it is right now, just friends who have common interests and able to say just about anything in our life. I guess, the reason why I am posting this, although I know that you have a chance of seeing this, is because I am really troubled by this. It is practically haunting me day and night. I wanna talk to someone about this but then, I'm scared and I also don't wanna be a burden to anyone regardless of whoever you are. Well, tomorrow is another day and I know that you will definitely be coming to class, instead of denying anything I guess I am just going to let nature take its course... after all just like a wise person who told me this, you need two hands to clap, it is no use loving someone when they do not love you back since in the end the one who will be hurt is ultimately yourself. grace felt a little blue at 7:51 PM, -*Thursday, June 24, 2010*- Class is so boring to me today or perhaps I just have no mood to seriously pay attention in class. I just hope to return home and play my ds with my brother right now. =x Today is microbiology lesson aka one of my more favourite modules, I'm somehow looking forward to biochemistry lesson... hmm... when did Alvin teo become such a fascinating facci to me. Haha... sian. grace felt a little blue at 10:17 AM, -*Wednesday, June 23, 2010*- Day before school starts!~
hahaha, I am suppose to have classes today, but then today is my off day so I do not have to go school. Instead, I am in the library with vanessa now. hahaha :D later I got to go to sgh and then going to find zahara and aaron to study. Seriously, when vanessa and I reached the library even before it is open, there were already SOOO many people there. like totally singaporean's style. =X Now I know why the other time when kingston, vanessa and I went to Toa Payoh library, it was like totally packed. Although we got a seat, but then there is no place to charge our lappy, we should have went to another library... It is raining now, so nice... I wish that I am outside and not inside, so that I can go and play in the rain!~ heees.. XD grace felt a little blue at 11:08 AM, -*Monday, June 14, 2010*- |
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