... whats wrong with me... sometimes I can no longer think clearly... sometimes I feel as if my existence in this world is just meaningless... sometimes I just feel like dying..
just now, when I looked out of the window, I felt like jumping down and ending everything... sometimes I thought of using a knife to stab myself.. sometimes I just wish that somebody will listen to me... sometimes I wish that I do not need to put on a smiley face mask to school and let everybody think that I am happy... sometimes I dun even know what I am doing here.. sometimes I just.....
I hate it.. why do I have to pretend to be strong.. why cant I just find a person to relate my story to... why cant I let people know that sometimes I do feel weak, I do feel vulnerable too, I too need a shoulder to cry on..
Sometimes I feel so envious.. so jealous of people with a happy family, but then later I tell myself that next time.. they too will be unhappy.. I feel so guilty for thinking such bad thoughts.. I should be happy for them.. for people who are truly happy.. for people who have people that cares about them..
...perhaps I am just better off not existing in this world.. grace felt a little blue at 11:53 AM,
-*Sunday, May 17, 2009*-
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