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Hi hi... i very very long never post le hahaz... about one month le... anyway i will upload some pictures but not today... someday... lol cuz my mum took my phone to Korea, for some reason and she will only be back on this sun.. anyway i cannot exactly remember when was it but i went to school with Aishah to collect my O'level cert... lol i remembered that they say aug den can collect it but when i collected my, cuz need to sign i saw dat ALOT of people has collected theirs le... lol.. anyway yeah finally school is opened right... sianz i prefer secondary school for some reasons... i dun know why but yeah.. i just like my secondary school life better... perhaps it is because the people there are more simplistic..? i dun know... lol but one good thing, to me, about poly life is that the people there are more friendly.. believe me they ARE really friendly... i remember secondary 1, one the first day of school, other than Mel i really like have no friends cuz when i was in sec 1 i had only moved to yew tee recently... Pasir Ris is still better though.. anyway thats not the point... what i am trying to say is like nobody made fun of me, ignored me, made me feel very terrible due to how i look... i know that when people first saw me they will make fun of me... its is a bad bad bad! experience... really it is... on the very first day of class, the lesson is on communication thingy.. yet and i totally messed up during the presentation... i felt terrible.. not to myself but to my teammates.. REALLY REALLY SORRY!!... =/ .. today, the second day of lesson is fairly better cuz todays lesson is on BIO... yeah bio =) hahaz due to Mdm Normala's constant teaching and nagging, i was really happy that i was at least of use to my team members cuz i still can give them some information on blood... Every since i was a kid i got stage fright... really... at first, i was not so, how do i say it, err, unconfident.. of course there is a reason why now i get stage fright easily, feel very unconfident... blah blah blah... When i was in, i think Pri 3 or 4, i can't remember exactly what happened but i think i was doing a presentation to my class and then when i was explaining, all of a sudden, everybody laughed at me.. even the teacher and my bestest friend.. i felt miserable... till now, i dun know what was so funny about me at that point of time... but still i swallowed my pride and continued explaining, then all of a sudden my teacher shouted my name and slapped me not only that she still scolded me in front of the whole class, back then i really really dun understand why she scolded me and slapped me for no apparent reason... till now i still dun know why... i guess it will remain as a mystery for as long as i live.. well till now, whenever i am giving a presentation, i will recall of my past, i told myself many many times to just forget this memory, but naturally, the more i try to forget it the harder it is to be forgotten. yesterday, my team has 3 girls and 2 guys, i can't really recall some of their names due to my limited memory space, but they are really nice people really really nice... well although i cannot remember my group member names for yesterday, today's team members names are still in my memory bank, they are, Xue Ling aka Shirley, Nurulain (i think) aka Ain, Previndran and Samuel aka Sam. They are really extremely nice people, hahaz.. Xue Ling and Nurulain give me the impression that they are really, warm type of people, when i say that i mean they give me a comforting feeling, Previndran and Samuel are really nice and friendly and the both of them are quite funny people, so i really feel at ease having them as my group members.. guess what, Samuel is 22 going onto 23 years old..! hahaz, truth be told he still looks like a teen, i really really didn't think that he is 5 years older than me. Lol, although he so so much older than the others he is not like my cousins who like to boast and pretend as if they know everything cuz they are older than me.. seriously the older my cousins get, the more immature they are... lol.. another day i will post the pictures that i mentioned earlier.. yeah so bye =) grace felt a little blue at 5:41 PM, -*Tuesday, April 21, 2009*- |
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